I thought that my inspiration had left me
My worst nightmare was becoming reality
Words began to fail me intricate webs weaved
From the depths of my soul became dust in my hands
Words I worked so hard to string together in symphonic harmony
Just
Drifted..
Blowing away with the wind
My muse had abandoned me left me for dead
Dying, unable to grasp simple metaphors and similes
...drowning with in my own thoughts the ability to swim along side
The great poets of old no longer mine no longer able to twist text and make it my own
Until I found you
You, my inspiration, my muse...m
Do you like it when I hold you tight?
Do you like it when I love you right,
kissin your hot spots givin you pure delight?
Do you love it when I taste you there?
Do you love it when I tangle my fingers in your hair,
and nibble your sweet lips as my hands touch you everywhere?
Do you like it when I make you moan?
Do you like it when I whisper in your ear that my minds been blown,
as I show you in every way that youre the only love Ive ever known?
Do you love it when I caress you between your thighs?
Do you love it when I look deep into your eyes,
as I kiss your sweet lips and swallow your sweet sighs?
Do you kno
Does he love you like I do?
Does he please you like I do?
Does he care for you, does he hold you
like I do?
Is he ther for you like I am?
Is he thinking of you like I am?
Is he watchin your back, making love to you
like I am?
Does he tell you that he loves you everyday like I do?
Does he care about your son like I do?
Does he know about me and you, does he want you as bad as
I do?
Moans that go unheard in the dark of night
Want that carries the body away to agonizing heights
Hands splayed wide over wet skin, sliding over muscles drawn tight
in anticipation of sweet release for the tortured organ that lies
hidden deep within a secret place between closed thighs
that tremble from every touch, each kiss that swallows soft sighs
into the night skies, soft wind caress hot flesh with a light kiss
that send shivers, and great quakes of blind bliss
to a mind, screaming each time the sweet heat is removed, it wont miss
its mark; pillows a poor substitute for what the body needs
to be filled to overflowing, dripping w
Its a constant battle,
between the me I want to be
and the me that everyone sees
A constant struggle,
between desire and fear; fighting
to control two souls and the opposite ways they soar
Its a constant war,
heart and body floating ever higher
while my mind sees through lusty fires
A constant fight,
between two soals
one thats pure
and another that cares no more
Its a constant conflict,
between me and myself
and who's winning this battle?
no one knows but GOD himself
A constant ache,
for dreams unfulfilled
always listening to emotions, never to be revealed
Its a constant affliction,
that no doctor can cure
pills an
The blinding heat sears every inch of me
My breath catches in my chest
I choke on pain filled moans, stiffle a plea
A shudder racks my body, and scores my breast
Torturous touches discover places I didn't know existed
liquid fire courses through my veins
My inhibitions long forgotten, as if I could have resisted
Muscles tense in anticipation for pleasure and pain
Flaming toungues lap the sweet sweat dripping from twin peaks
Feverish kisses make burning trails over taunt skin
While Hell's boiling hand finds that which it seeks
My strength is waining but Hell has strength to lend
Steam slowly rises from places unseen
Mind and body
Stars glisten high in the heavens above
drifting ever near yet fading faster
Must this sweet vision of you end my love?
Will this drean always end in disaster?
Light fights through the blinds and I fight for sleep
for only in my sweet dreams am I yours
Its only then that you are mine to keep
Through my eyes the dreaded sunlight bores
Hands out stretched, I lunge, but now you're long gone
My wrists and knees scream as they meet concrete
a single tear falls for now I'm alone
I've left you in dream land betwixt my sheets
but soon I will be in your arms once more
to cover you in chocolate to your core
Verse 1
I was seven years old when we met
We forged a friendship that none would soon forget
We vowed that we would be friends forever
Could I ever find another like you? No, never
Refrain
But who knew that forever wouldn't last
Floating in my dreams, memories of our past
Wishing every moment for just one word from you
Wanting every second just to be with you
Verse 2
Years went by and our friendship grew
Knowing my dad would kill us, if only he knew
What we had come to mean to each other
Forever we would be innocent lovers
Refrain
But who knew that forever wouldn't last
Floating in my dreams, memories of our past
Wishing eve
Don't know what to do
Don't know what to say
Nothing I can think of to impress you
My palms are all sweaty
My hands keep shaking
God… if only my words came a little more smooth and steady
My mind speaks beautifully
But my mouth speaks gibberish
If only I could talk to you more intelligently
So many things I want to say to you
But my tongue swells and I choke on my words
If only there was some way to tell you…
That I'm so nervous around you,
But no one would ever know it
My mind keeps replaying fantasy images of you
I'm forever lost in the depths of your eyes
But you never see me swimming within them
I want to be the one who s
I thought that my inspiration had left me
My worst nightmare was becoming reality
Words began to fail me intricate webs weaved
From the depths of my soul became dust in my hands
Words I worked so hard to string together in symphonic harmony
Just
Drifted..
Blowing away with the wind
My muse had abandoned me left me for dead
Dying, unable to grasp simple metaphors and similes
...drowning with in my own thoughts the ability to swim along side
The great poets of old no longer mine no longer able to twist text and make it my own
Until I found you
You, my inspiration, my muse...m
Emotions on fire
dont know what to do
he's like a god
slowly creeping upon my senses just beyond reach
mystifying, dazziling eyes
a voice that takes your breath away
lucious lips that beg to be caressed with a kiss
but I'll never get the chance to prove
that I am his goddess, his queen, his beloved nubian princess
for he longs for another
He is my first love and he shall Never be forgotten
the print of his had is branded upon my skin
I know every nook and crany of his body
and he knows how to please me in every possible way
we are connected with a bond so strong that not even god himself can break it
we are one
I am his soul
I long for you,
although you're love is miles away,
I long for you,
even if your love lies across the ocean and currents sway,
I long for you,
alhough you're someone I barely know,
I long for you,
and I hope that our frindship will grow,
I long for you,
because we share a certain chemistry,
I long for you,
and I know that one day our friendship will be love,
I long for you,
and I know this feeling was sent from God sitting on his heavenly throne above,
I long for you,
and I know that this is true love
Do you know how it feels
to have the heat of another body beneathe your own?
Do you know how it feels
to have the wind racing through your hair and the strength of a beast between your thighs?
Do you know how it feels
to become one with a majestic power that gallops at incredible speeds?
Do you know how it feels
to be whisked away on feet so swift that sand flys so fast that it barely has time to reach the ground before more is in the air?
Do you know how it feels
to be carried away on the shouts and screams of excitement?
Do you know how it feels
to be rocked into an almost sensual calm by the power of a strong body, muscles pou
It matters not to me
what it is that you see
because my poetry
is and expression of me
from things as simple as ice creame
or things as big as my thoughts on Hitler's Nazi regime
so as you see
it matters not to me
what it is that you see
because my poetry
is an expression of me
People often criticize
and try to analyze
but what they need to realize
is that my poetry
is an expression of me
people always personalize
and try to organize
but what they need to realize
is that my poetry
is an expression of me
Parents don't search deep enough
to get to the real stuff
all they do is read
and they don't get past the wordy
Just let it flow
from the whole in my soul
expressing life from many situatuins
sharing pain through many miscommunications
its my responsibility
to share reality
just let it be
like birds flying free
Just let it flow
its not necissary to know
just let it flow
dont think
let my words reach the brink
of reality
cause its my philosophy
what I choose to do
its for me and not for you
always remain true
to myself the golden rule
dont fret
never complain about the hand I'm delt
play my cards right
make it right
or
it'll bite me in my ass
and my blood will show
Just let it flow
light my fire
experience my desire
beco
You see me everyday
Yet I'm invisible to you
You listen to me in every way
Yet you hear nothing I say
You tell me stories of your other
But you know I'm meant to be your lover
You touch me everyday
And I feel your touch in every way
Everyday, my beauty you see
Yet my beauty remains a mystery
You look at me, and your eyes start fires
Forever igniting my dark desires
Your lips move with the velvety smoothness of a dove
Forever enticing me forever mocking my love
You move with the elegance of a dancer
Convincing me to become your romancer
You have the experience of years of lovers
But once I get to you there will be no other
Y
If you wait for just one year
I can take your pain away
I'll make you moan where you lay
If you wait for just one month
I can make your fantasies come true
I'll have you bragging about how good your girl is to you
If you wait for just one week
I can put you in a daze
I'll make you see spots as if you're in a purple haze
If you wait for just one day
I can make your body quake
And I'll give you even more when you awake
If you wait for just one hour
I can make your body glow
I'll give you lovin' like no one else will ever know
If you wait for just one minute
I can make you love me
I'll make you understand that we were meant to b
You walked in and my life changed
I was mesmerized by your angelic face
and my perception of the world was rearranged
I knew I would follow you anywhere
ignoring the boundaries of time and space
I longed for your eyes to meet mine
as I gazed upon your dancers body, wishing I could taste you everywhere
but you were out of my league,you were too fine to be mine
so I let you go, I accepted my defeat
but I will never give up hope,
that one day my dreams may become reality, and our lips will meet
until that day, I don't know how I will cope
knowing someone else has you, someone else is loving you
when it should be me treating you lik
A turn of the head, a swish of hair
My thoughts return to imagining you bare
Is that you I see?
Or is it just my mind once again playing tricks on me
When I dream of you, ...God
if only you knew
my mind takes me places so exotic
and my thoughts of you become so erotic
I can see that your tense
I'll message away all of your inhibitions and common sense
I'll relax you, have you singing a new tune
& later we'll stroll under the light of the moon
How much I want you, you'll never know it
but thare are quite a few ways I'm willing to show it
I'll make sure your raging fires are lit
I'll give yoy something you wont soon forget
You
I fail to see the point,
Of you accusing me.
You don't say a word,
Just Sit and Glare.
Why would you do this to me?
Secrets, whispering lies,
All lead to nothing.
They don't help,
They don't mend,
They render us helpless.
Fun can be just fun.
Love could be only love.
Friends should be great friends.
But unfortunately it does end.
KABOOM!
What fun we had
Has caused pain.
What love was there
Was burned.
What friends talked about
Was never the same.
So if I cry tomorrow
It's because of today.
I never wanted more than I had.
I never knew Our Truth.
'Til you held me into the darkness;
Now I know I desire you.
And as I fall,
I grasp onto a mem'ry of your
beautiful death,
your beautiful death.
And holding on,
I am trapped in bondage
to the memory,
my dream of you.
Ooh --
Hold me once again.
Hold me once again.
Love me,
Kill me with your song.
Kill me with you song!
Morte, Morte, Morte Eterna
Morte, Morte, Morte Eterna
Bella, Bella, Bella Amore!
I only met you once before then,
Across the distant sea.
Lucid dreams forcast your music.
Grey shadows brought to me
Our single meeting.
I clasp onto the mem'ry of
In out, in out
Little Alex
You don't know what you are doing.
That Moloko made you horny;
You don't know who you've been screwing!
Yes it's raining,
Yes I'm singing
just like Amy Lee
So Bite Me!
Took some droogs to hear the music
Ludwig Van appreciated
I should have retaliated
Before I was violated,
So that I would crash and burn and bruise.
Really, little Alex, what's the use
of causing all this violence with a bunch of stupid droogs?!
so you,
Put on your eyeliner,
Put on your boots!
Run back home to your poor mummy,
and forget the crimes that you do.
Put on your eyeliner,
Put on your boots!
Run back home to your poor
Current Residence: crazyland, mars (Va on earth) Favourite genre of music: hip hop/rap MP3 player of choice: ZUNE Wallpaper of choice: Black Panther Favourite cartoon character: all of the teen titans raven especially, inuyasha, yuyu hakashu, kigome,bender, fry,goku,piccilo Personal Quote: life moves too fast, slow it down and enjoy the flowers
Favourite Visual Artist
bernini
Favourite Movies
anything anime or with Vin Diesel, or Angelina
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Nelly, Missy, Eve
Favourite Writers
myself , mya angelu
Favourite Games
final fantasy IV
Favourite Gaming Platform
ps2
Tools of the Trade
pen and a pad
Other Interests
basketball,poetry,anime(anything on CN/AS or FXBX), movies
Hey dA fam. I've been writing a lesbian erotic short story and I'm wondering if I should post it here or not? do you think anyone would be interested in reading an S4S or stud for stud (butch for butch) lesbian erotica? Feedback is welcome..ill even post a part of it up for those of you who would like to know what its about.
Thankies!
Its been many months since ive visited DA and im happy to finally be back. Ive gone through countless changes and countless tragedies as well. Im learning to cope with life in a better way and i believe that i have finally found a love that will last. it took me some time to realize that ive been searching for a love that i thought i was not recieving from my family, ive found the acceptance that ive craved for many years and ive aquired a confidence in myself and my abilities that i cant even fathom. I believe i owe it all to the woman who i hope to one day call my wife (though it probably wont be in the state of VA). in the few months ive b